Monday, January 28, 2008
@1/28/2008
i rlly dunno whts happenign in my life...truely life sux i gt nth to say...i rlly hope those unhappiness could be gone soon...as those olife rlly sux...i feel veri terrible n had enough of those life...god bless sia...i dun wanna to have more miserable lifes...haiish...good plz bless b4 my birthday everything that hurts my heart or smth that affects mi would be goon rlly soon...by 2Feb plz change my life...haiish.5 more days...counting down...change of lifestyle n everythign within 5days?would it be able to be done???okay now in skul so cant use too long...nid find document for SOCIAL STUDIES le...take care everyneLabels: i m who i m...no one is able to understand how much my heart aches...:p
Saturday, January 26, 2008
@1/26/2008
i rlly hate wht i have now...i hope i m rlly not born bcoz i dun rlly gt wht i wht..haiish...i blogged 2 times today rly too sianz.now playing pool with stupid lim yan rui!beta sae thanks witrh yr knees on the floor...LOL...kidding..ask mi help u print yr dads document...haha...i m not rlly looking forward to tml show as i feel i would fall alsleep while watching...i dun rlly enjoy english shows at all..so so be it...i would watch it with my eys closes mouth open...wa... horified look...LOL..after that going parkway with parents shop n makan with my cousin girlfriend whom is going back to studi in erm forget with country le...my new year clothes r ready...woo hoo?lol...first day is gonna be 100% percent boring lunar new year 2th day i m going to enjoy well...n i m wearing pink...cousins spot mi out...lol...i finally understand wht mika sae that she once felt veri sad but is when she is alone...but with friends the laughter n appearance is different...but i tis few daays going back hm myself i finallyt understood it...n somemore there r no FOREVER FRIENDS!i gt nth else much to say...going to drink beer...it solves my truble...a broken heart could nv be amended...hear b4?haiish..i m sencing that now!...Labels: i would nv help n will act as a big devil now...
@1/26/2008
everytime i post is always sad i think...today i had a urge to tell everyone i feel that i m gonna to change to another person i think...bcoz i feel rlly useless la...cca i sudeenly dun feel a sence of belonging?whts happening with myself...for the 3 years of commitment i have been always trying to help in everything n havent failed to miss any trainings...now i feel another way...love training is a lie...pontaning is gonna be my life..i dun see a nid of mi in the unit anymore....now i m going for the sake of going...not saying no interest but little...i really want to change the mindset...but how could i?now in CCU team i feel troubled in many things n no peace as to many things...i m rlly sick n tired of this...n my birthday is coming..n there is a training also...shld or shldnt i come is another point of view...i dunno..haiish...who wants to be scolded or takan on his/her birthday..no one but now i feel that i nid to go for the training...how izzit now?my life is rll at a mess now...haiish...god plz plz save mi...i nid yr guide...guide mi through all obstancles n bring mi back to the normal life i always wanted...i rlly hope i m always at sec1...always loving to engage in wht i do...respect everyone...being helped out in many things...but i could not now...life is totally different..i suddenly miss those seniors that help mi out...haiish!Labels: being kind isnt a good thing afterall
Friday, January 25, 2008
@1/25/2008
i m rlly sick n tired of my life...really hate it...i feel like i m backstabed...i realli feel whtever i do is useless n extra...i m realli sick of this life...i really hope to achieve smth...but can i?i realli feel whtever i do i wun be recongise in ablilities...or wht....never...i did wht no one know...no one see i m realli tired,,hate it...heck care le
Saturday, January 19, 2008
@1/19/2008
yoz i m temporary back from blogging...rlly getting sick to blog also...everyday some home wht time le?monday meeting ets 5pm,tuesday tution till 5.30 reach hm already 6,wed 7 pus den reach home,thursday is the most mafan d day...everytime 9.30 den can reach hm..friday 8.30...sibei sianz...haiish...i m now feeling CCU d team work for bois team is cuming...we rlly tried to help each other juz the timing is not that good...juz today we rlly put effort to help each other even though the shelter cant make it...we r helping...hopefully the new shlelter will be able to be formed...n can be done asap...haiish..today went back d shi huo take bus one uncle ask mi to help for his phone...i have those back like look like a professional for phone?hmm...lucky i still did to rescue myself by helping him to whts his needs...haiish...
i m rlly sick n tired!...no more converse energy le
